2nd day of my D&E

Today was not very much fun. The social worker was there to talk to ,we told her we would like to take the baby home and bury her. She had some very good thoughts about how the children are taking the death of their sister. They have been extra mean to each other which is not usual for them. They fight but not all the time and they have been since we found out about the baby. Bryce has been getting in trouble and crying a lot. Haley is just being mean to everyone. She is very angry. Spencer has been a pest almost to drive us crazy .He is doing all he can do be defient. So they are all having a hard time. Their not alone, so are we.
I saw the sergon after that. His name is Dr Gorenberg. He put 7 dialators in it hurt so badly. He was not very gentle. I was in a great deal of pain. I took two percaset .